Never the Last Love Letter Documentary
Never the Last Love Letter uncovers the untold stories of resilience, hope, and rebellion during the HIV/AIDS crisis in Santa Cruz, California. Produced by The Diversity Center with a team of local volunteer filmmakers, the film explores grassroots organizing, creative HIV prevention efforts, and the personal sacrifices made by those who fought to save lives. Through interviews with survivors, activists, medical professionals, and allies, the documentary captures the courageous actions that transformed Santa Cruz.
Featuring archival footage, personal artifacts, and materials from the MAH’s Queer Exhibit, the film immerses viewers in the 1980s. Grounded in LGBTQ+ identity and Santa Cruz's unique history, it honors the rebellious spirit that defined the town’s public health response during a devastating time.
The documentary will be released in May 2025, alongside the Threads of Love art exhibit at the MAH. In today’s context of rising anti-trans legislation and public health crises, the film and exhibit connect past struggles with present challenges, showing how communities can stand up to oppression, fight for dignity, and create lasting change.
Threads of Love Art Exhibit
The Diversity Center (TDC) and the Santa Cruz Museum of Art and History (MAH) proudly present Threads of Love, a month-long exhibit from May to June 2025, reflecting the profound impact of the HIV/AIDS epidemic on the LGBTQ+ community. This exhibit celebrates resilience, love, and activism, serving as a living love letter to the past, present, and future of LGBTQ+ individuals.
Aligned with the 50th anniversary of Santa Cruz Pride, Threads of Love seeks to educate and inspire visitors by exploring the challenges of the AIDS crisis while celebrating the community’s enduring commitment to social justice, advocacy, and mutual support. Central to the exhibit will be panels from the AIDS Memorial Quilt, a powerful symbol of the lives lost, along with artwork from local students and community members focused on HIV/AIDS awareness and education.
Inspired by a queer teen’s desire to see the AIDS Memorial Quilt after attending a Diversity Center youth program, Threads of Love will include monthly art workshops, engaging the community in creating art that combats the stigma and discrimination historically associated with HIV/AIDS and the LGBTQ+ community. These workshops will add depth and connection to this significant exhibit.
Threads of Love is not just an exhibit, it is a movement - a celebration of art as activism and the love that continues to define the LGBTQ+ community. We invite everyone to join us in this journey of education, remembrance, and empowerment.
Art as Activism
Art has always been a powerful tool for activism, allowing us to express our convictions, challenge injustices, and connect with others. During the HIV/AIDS crisis, the LGBTQ+ community used art to not only express grief and loss but also demand action, advocate for change, and celebrate resilience.
As we prepare for the Threads of Love exhibit, The Diversity Center will focus on Art as Activism, highlighting how creative expression drives social change. Through workshops utilizing posters, quilts, stickers, and digital media, participants will explore the history of art as activism and create works reflecting a commitment to HIV/AIDS awareness and LGBTQ+ rights.
These workshops aim to honor those who came before us and inspire the next generation to continue fighting for equality. Through creative expression, our love letter to the past becomes a call to action and a beacon of hope for the future.
The Diversity Center offers our deepest gratitude to the following people who shared their personal stories and brought this project to life:
Karin Babbitt, Producer and Stand Up Comic
Marilyn Mariposa Bernstein, Licenced Acupuncturist & SCAP Volunteer
Juliette Bloxham, MBA, B.S., Former SCAP Client & Founder of Embrace Life
Sally Blumenthal, Former Hospice Nurse, Therapist, and SCAP Group Facilitator & Board Member
Scotty Brookie, Publisher, Lavender Reader
Terry Cavanagh, SCAP Volunteer Coordinator, Second Hired Employee
Larry Friedman, Former hospital Social Worker, and SCAP Volunteer
Jo Kenny, Former Executive Director of SCAP
Curt Keyer, Former SCAP Client, Volunteer, and Board Member
John Laird, State Senator John Laird, District 17
Dr. Arnold Leff, Former Public Health Director of Santa Cruz County
Ruth Mota, Former Director of SCAP Education and Prevention Program
Patrick Meyer, LCSW, SCAP Coordinator, Mental Health Professionals Team
Elaine Nast, Public Health Nurse and HIV Case Manager
Gloria Nieto, Courtesy of the Museum of Art & History @ The McPherson Center, Santa Cruz, California
Liz Sandoval, Former SCAP Client and Volunteer
Jim Schultz, Former SCAP Client, Volunteer, and Board Member
Richard Smith, Director of Street Outreach of SCAP
Jerry Solomon, PhD, Clinical Psychologist, Co-Founder of SCAP & Board Member
Meet the Production Team
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The Diversity Center is a beacon of support and inspiration for the LGBTQ+ community. Established in 1989, the Center has grown into a comprehensive hub providing essential services, safe spaces, educational programs, and enriching events informed by the Eight Dimensions of Wellness. We are dedicated to creating a vibrant, intergenerational LGBTQ+ community through collaborative efforts. Our services foster a sense of belonging and promote queer-affirming well-being practices allowing individuals to build resiliency and thrive.
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Terez, director of Never the Last Love Letter, is a queer Osage Indian. Her art is influenced from living in Oklahoma, Texas, and London. After decades in the London bicycle community as bicycle shop owner/mechanic, Terez returned to the US with her wife. Retiring as a high school Bike Tech teacher, Terez studied music and film, completing a BA in Film and Digital Media at UC Santa Cruz. Terez approached the Diversity Center with a documentary proposal, that this was the ideal time to revisit the local queer community’s response to the HIV/AIDS crisis. Terez’s connection to the Aids delineation stems from her father’s death from Aids. Terez’s passion for Never the Last Love Letter’s message, of a community’s response to Aids, corresponds to today’s challenges: it’s time for us to step up now for those who need our help in the face of misogyny, homophobia, and transphobia.
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Taylor is the the founder and creative force behind the ART of image making production, is a commercial photographer and director with over 25 years of experience in the industry. As a proud lesbian, Taylor brings a unique and powerful perspective to her work, championing diversity and inclusivity through every project she undertakes. Her work has spanned various genres, from high-end brand imagery to emotionally charged documentaries and videos, always reflecting her dedication to creating meaningful and impactful visual narratives. One of Taylor's most significant projects is a part of the forthcoming documentary on the HIV and AIDS crisis of the 1980s. She lost many friends in the late 1980s and 1990s to AIDS and is honored to be a part of this project. Her passion for visual storytelling ensures that the voices and experiences of those affected by the crisis are honored and preserved for future generations.
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Nic is employed by the Diversity Center of Santa Cruz County as the Lead Program Specialist, working specifically with LGBTQ+ elders. Through their position at the Diversity Center, Nic is one of our producers and the liaison with the Santa Cruz Museum of Art and History, our production location. Nic’s background in trauma-informed care brought a sensitivity towards this production. Nic set up debriefing meetings for the production crew and interviewees to process their experience recounting the AIDS crisis somatically with a lesbian licensed clinical psychotherapist. Nic was inspired to this film because of their work with queer elders and their close relationship with a family member who is a long-time HIV survivor. They are starring in the film as the interviewer for each subject and providing perspective as a young trans person living in Santa Cruz. This is Nic’s first film.
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He is a multidisciplinary art practitioner and researcher, using visuals, installations, games & experiences, street performance and interventions and co-founder of Zayraqoun street performance collective. He has recently immigrated from Lebanon to Santa Cruz. The instability of his life in Lebanon ignited a creative interest in how communities self-organize and thrive in times of crisis. With an increase in HIV infection in the Middle East, Rami found parallels between his life and the lives of our interviewees. Rami’s work can be found on instagram at @ramichahine.atwork and on YouTube at Collective Creation Games.
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Holly is a white queer theater lighting designer and film student, volunteering as our second assistant camera, operating the clapper board. They also have experience working in sound for live events and film, as well as experience with film as a production assistant. They are studying theater, film, and television production at UCLA.
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Isa is passionate about documenting and preserving LGBT+ history, which inspired them to get a bachelor’s degree in film and digital media from the University of California, Santa Cruz. Isa is Latine, bisexual, and trans. These identities inform their passion for learning through community story-telling. This is Isa’s first film.
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Daphne is a recent high school graduate interested in film and history. They are white and queer. They have experience with film through high school IB film courses, but they consider this their first film project despite completing short student films.
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Cin is a queer, nonbinary, second-generation Taiwanese American person who is part of our sound/recording team. Cin has spent the past few years in Santa Cruz doing cancer research in a PhD program at the University of California, Santa Cruz. Like many people involved in this project, Cin is interested in this topic because of their close friendship with someone who is HIV positive. As a cancer researcher and artist, Cin wants to give back to the LGBTQ+ community by contributing to a project that intersects healthcare, community efforts, and queer solidarity.
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Dylan is a non-binary student at CSU Monterey Bay. They volunteered to be our production assistant as a friend of our director Terez because they were interested in learning more about the Queer history of their hometown of Santa Cruz, CA. Dylan is a musician and artist. This is their first film.